A WOMANS DEVOTION

are you still awake?
from my love's intake
i simply walk back and forth
just to wait for your messages

are you still in love?
from the commitment that we've made
from the gifts that ive gave
just to see your face

where are you
i have walked a thousand roads
ive missed the last vehicle home
rain started to pour

would it make a difference
if i let you in again?
would it make a difference
if i answer your questions?

would it make a difference
if ill respond to your kisses again?
would it make a difference
if i would hold your hand again?

would it make a difference?
are you going to open your eyes?
to see my feelings inside
to feel the weight of your sins

i miss you
but would it make a difference
i love you
but would this word,change your point of view?

ive ate all the lies that you have fed
ive shed all the tears that i could cry
ive left all my needs just to fill yours
but did it changed something in you?

i have cried in the same stair
i have walked at the same road
i have watched the same movie
i have wept at the same photograph that ive kept

am i going to let you in my arms again?
am i going to risk my feelings just to see you once more
am i going to love and expect
am i going to hear those lies from you again

open your eyes so that you can see how deep i am
open your ears so that you can hear me screaming your name
open your mouth so that i could hear the truth from all this lies
open your arms so that you can embrace my hopes

but its too late to say this now
i am not that perfect but i deserve someone better
you'll be a part of me though
I will raise up against this