TAINTED

this night is uneven
a sharp ray of moonlight
in my tilted window
the depth of my sins
are now received

write me a note
that came from your innocence
light my path
shadows of my past

possess my body
mouth my words
bury my secrets
wear my skin

the smell of ink
in my world
rules that were never been obeyed
that were never been followed

i asked myself
why
why do i need to wait
for something that i can never take

why do i need to betray
myself from this obvious lies that i made
why do in need to love
the wind in my senses

the blackness of my nights
is nothing like your gray eyes
the taste of sugar in my tongue
could not match the sweetness of your smile

hello my lion are you still there
answer me with letters if you still care
open doors
wretched whores

swiftly doubted your words
broken scriptures that were never been told
hopes ,higher than any mountains
i am going nowhere

life will never end here
tomorrows will arrive
verses would be written
with or without your presence

remember what we used to be
as i begin to burn this papers
the flames were blown away
escape


denial.....


entrapment.....

acceptance.....


tainted from your memories
tainted with sadness
that tangled my arms
sins,,,,, sins that you cannot forgive


long forgotten
a face....with a frown that will never be erased
accuse me of treason
tainted with obsession..