ACCEPTANCE

i wore this ring of tempest
through the years I’ve been wearing this mask
the pill of attachment
swallowed ,fell ,engaged

a humid hell ,burning
through the furnace of self denial
an inner destruction
a simple grip of interaction

you are not real
but yet I’ve drawn your face
you never existed in this world
but yet I’ve tried to feel your skin


a resemblance of your tears
echoing your thoughts
inside my ears
you never left my mind


now I’m buried in silence
but ill follow your heart
make this go away
make this feeling fade

the strong absence
of acceptance in my ego
you are something
my hands could never have



your picture
in my undying hands
back then
where everything was perfect


now the corners of
my arms
are left with an empty space
for your fingers to attach

winds of denial
breeze of damage
inflicted in my world
the shower of betrayal


a child was born
with my devotion and sincerity
i made a promise
I’m enchained to it


going back to the first place
where i first empty this hollow part of me
a hollow part that you can only fill
a gunshot ,packed inside an empty wound

lay my corpse in a hill
where we can reincarnate
the romance
a shallow grave

and my lack of acceptance..