PAINFUL EMBRACE

I am the mask that smiles
whenever i see you around
the knife in my hands began to sing
i would feed you with sugar and suffering
and watch you get used to them.


I am the mask that frowns
whenever i see you beside me
rain started to tear us apart
and everytime you're not with me
DOUBT,ANGER,ENVY.HATE,


I am the mask that burns
whenever i see you around
I felt nothing but thirst,
thirst to make you suffer
and I would turn you into a pulp
feed you with pills
stab you with words
and make your life a living hell.


Now tell me,
how is it to love the woman that you feared?
And everytime you utter my name to anyone
you would feel nothing but the trauma
and the scar i left in you
would make you remember


yes.That would make you remember
In times that your problems would crawl
there i stand with you again.
Now tell me what is it to rot in my painful embrace


Would never let go no matter what
for I know that you would not fight back
You are nothing,you are hopeless,
let me paint another bruise in your face
after that ,let me tell you that I love you again.