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Monday, December 12, 2011

PARADISO



I close my eyes for a minute ,my head flashed his face again

i lived this life like an empty road, no pitfalls ,no challenges ,no adventures
I drown myself deeply into the depths of my personality
 going deeper..and deeper as i go

suddenly I realized that I am so far behind
 trapped ,i tried to find the place where i started
 I tried to look for the bottom of this unending hole
 but even a glimpse of light

hid from my wary eyes

I inhaled, slowly
but the second intake was even harder than the first one
then i began to think of staying here,

months have passed
the pressure is increasing
I began to submerge
suddenly, he reached for my arms

and pulled me through
he is the most lovely thing that i could ever imagine
his eyes, shallow but disturbing
his hair ,moving freely with the wind

Finally his lips ,which utter the words that made me a woman that i never dreamed of
he gently laid my head into his lap
and breathed inside me
my lungs ,filled with his life. Everything was new

everything was
Serene
he sewed my parts into whole again
he taught me to show my feelings
 

which seemed to be the hardest thing that i have done
with him ,my world starts to revolve,
the cycle of my life started
everything is stabilized. A sudden smile from him made me die in an instant

like a bullet; he shot me in the head. point blank
like a book he is easy to read, but hard to understand
everywhere i went ,I kept longing for him. He is my addiction
with every press of his kiss ,i kept asking for more

I never felt so alive before, never felt so real
never felt so in love
Love without infatuations
love without filth

love without corruption
Love that came from my only one
He mentioned that I must leave something for myself
but he is the only thing that i have

he is not my world
but he is the air that allows me to breathe
with every blink of his eyes
i was mesmerized

I love Him
I love Him without any expectation
of something in return
but he gave me a kiss

and that’s more than enough for me
with every song that i wrote
he danced inside my soul
with every single night and day that i lived

he is there to make me happy
i would like to write
this feelings that i felt for him
but it is impossible

with the right words he made my head explode
All i ever wanted was to see him again
while holding his face
lying in my world that i have created for him

Everything is fine
everything is peaceful
everything is placid
everything is perfect

He is the only exception
He is everything
and i would lie to my own realities
just to be with him


you float like a feather in a beautiful world...

By S. Villalobos 
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