ADIEU

I opened my eyes

Awake,trying to gather things up

listen,inhale,embrace

this is what is like

to love the wind

you're not alone

but physically you are

you held on to your promises

I ill never let go until you told me so..

No,i will not.but i will make you a part of me

Its time to walk a simple path

and arrive at a perfect one

rely on your own wings

never let anyone throw their stones at you

never fall for them

Yearn for those lips

long for his touch

remember his hands

revive the feeling of lying in his lap

strive for his embrace

But in silence you will remain

limit your actions

for it is not applicable anymore

but express your love

in a way that no actions nor words can match

the chains of fate

will never break,will endure any force

nothing,nothing is permanent

but there are things that lasts

things that will remain for a long time

i cant stand this world

so i will make myself one

its greed,its hunger,its filth

in order to live

you must accept its image

It'll take time to heal

but it'll be worth more than you know

it'll take the pain away

and dream that one day you'll wake up,from dreaming of me

ill sit at the same chair ,where you kissed me

ill read at the same spot where you made me feel special

ill walk at the same path we used to travel

ill call from the same spot we used to talk

ill give the same attention that i used to give you

But somethings will change

I will not let this love control me

instead,i will use it as an inspiration

i still remember your eyes

your smell,it makes me cry

I hope my mornings and nights

will be the same

i wish that call never happened

but nothings going to change

its the way things are

Youll find a new home

youll find a new happiness

youll explore your world

youll find a better place

but dont forget to visit our old place

something's we lose

something's we give away

i dont want to see you cry

i dont want to see you being hurt

ide rather close my eyes

ive changed my ways

ive changed my life

ive changed my personality

ive changed my beliefs

but i never changed the way i used to adore you

i love you

as a person

more than a friend

but must be less than a lover

ill use my own hands to pick myself up

i want you to know

that i miss you

i have a need for repetition

but its better off untouched

because it gave me something in return

i want you to know that I have loved you

with all the love that i could give

but i'm not done giving it to you yet

i don't know if i still have my chance to express it

my thoughts,disappear

you've been only been gone

for times that i don't even remember

sometimes i was surprised

to hear your voice

sometimes i was surprised to see your face

i looked at your picture before going to sleep

and whispered that everything's gonna be alright

and it will be

goodnight my almost lover

goodnight my sweetest thing

goodnight everything E.T

goodnight my treasure

goodnight my long lost lover

all those plans we talked about

all of the time that we shared

all of the things that we used to do

all of those days that we used to live together

all of them will remain

i am your woman

but i will never be your heart

i am your lover

but i will never be your love

I will be your heaven.

i can almost take a good grip of you

almost had everything with you

had some sweet things with you

wanting to be with you

ill say goodnight for now

but i will never say goodbye

ill say that i will not give up

but i will never say that i will not lose

(i have no regrets from loving and knowing you)