My Choice

I detest insensitive, liar and opportunist people. My spirit is low. My body is weak. I'm afraid I might lose completely my appetite for food. I better do something about it before I succumb to dying due to starving.

Glad to know that in these world there are still some kind soul left alive. Souls that can really understand and can manifest true love and friendship. I despise charlatans. How can I believe in something that seems so real superficially wherein my mind and heart dictates me in all of my faculties that I am being deceive. My life was not built for deception and hurt.

I can't bear pain, I have weak tolerance. Everything that hurts, I just keep it to myself and in loneliness. It's true you can't make the world right. Just try to be a reasonable person and adapt to the world and not to become an unreasonable person who wished the world to adapt for you.

It doesn't make sense, and totally impossible. I will follow my dreams because it is where my desires are to be fulfilled. I want to fly high like an eagle and not to coil in mediocrity. Each man were created to have freedom to choose, but that freedom is not absolute its relative in all relativity.

Who are we to question ones choice? It would be insensible. That freedom should not be dispense for self-interest only, which have been wronged. A choice should not be a denial or not even necessarily a triumph.

Because for the casualties of that choice it could mean injustice. A choice should be rendered even-handed make good of that choice, be proud of it and always be resolute to defend it at all times. Never regret any choice, like a foolish man who build his house on the sand without him knowing that the first strong wind and fiercest wave will washed it away.

Mind would never had the power. It is powerless when the heart is empty. We all lived in a strange world, where power to discern should be increased, and gift of wisdom should be sharp. Ah! Strange world indeed for a strange person like me.