Like a Pouring rain

I still remember how I feel

When those first words came out from you

When I still think if it is real

When I'm still thinking what to do

I still remember where it is

Where all my smiles began to shine

I thought the colors of my dreams

Will paint the dark side of my life

Your name starts marking on my mind

It's hidden somewhere in my brain

The name that I'm dying to find

When the pain visits me again

I started to rely upon

The joy that I feel inside me

When your words come to me again

It's like you're right here beside me

It's your words that bring warmth to me,

When I'm feeling cold and lonely.

My light is dim without those words;

Those soft words were like gold to me.

There was a time when suddenly,

That gold has turned into a stone.

With a bleeding inside my chest,

But I always know your life's aim

I exist in my tears and in  the comfort of your heart

You also cry when you're feeling just like me,

Because I know how much you are fighting your inner passion;

I always want you to be with me but your soul is only devoted to the beloved

Don't you know how hard it feels like,

When someone you truly care for

Will never be with you till eternity 

It inflicts on me even more.

But it is more painful to know,

That there is nothing I can do,

To evade those beams of sorrow,

What is my destiny?

Some things stops, like a pouring rain;

Some things fade like the stars above.

There's no such thing as endless pain;

There's no such thing as painless love,

It feels like inhaling the smoke,

The anguish of a prisoner.

Watching his love with somebody;

Cuddling outside the prison wall.

It formed the void inside my heart;

Before, it was filled and blooming.

It ran out without knowing that

My core's violently bleeding.

I lift my head up and saw this:

"Your hands are warm because of love;

Your lips are red because of love,

And your heart smiles because of love."

Love is what makes your colors flow,

Wandering, and singing freely;

My loss fills your happiness but

In your love I am drowning in the sea of pearls

There's a time when all I can do

Is to feel all those perfect smiles

And clear all the shades of the past,

A shade that's filled with endless cries.

Watch the rise of the withered bones,

If hope will cast a glow on me,

As I write these words, gold and stones,

My beating heart throws unto me.

I know that I can also smile,

And release this blade I'm holding,

Even just for a little while...

When I know that you're still smiling.

Someday I will go far and far away,

From the blurry part of my years,

I hope to see a heavenly surrounding,

And there will be joy, to dry away my tears....