MY SOUL

meet me at the world that i have created for you
meet me in my dreams where you deserve the best
why is it so hard to accept that I am alone anymore?
Why is it so painful to wake up without you?

Every morning, i would like to stare at the emptiness.
words that suffocates my world
like a bullet, you caught me...point blank
off guard, empty handed, unaware

i have seen several kinds of nightmares
but i haven't seen its worst ,and its yet to come

Its been almost a week
but the feelings remain
every time i sleep
i see your face


it haunts my dreams
I have buried myself, deeper,
deeper than any hole 
inside my thoughts


I slept while the heaven cried
everything came falling down on me
a senseless reaction to fear
a sudden motivation of things


i can’t control myself
did i tell you how much
how much i fell for your touch
wake me up!!!!

Wake me up from this slumber!!
wake me up and bring me back to the times
that I’m still free to say how much i Adore you
those moments that you are with me, I could hear you breathing


My weakness
my strength
my reason
my purpose

The moment that i am longing to remain
the horror i pretended to be perfect
the myth that invested my faith in
the sunshine that I have waited for how long

There is love
waiting to be shed
willing to be sacrificed
wanting to be expressed

half alive, barely breathing
and before the cold scythe of reality
devour my veins of distress
i looked in the mirror

I saw you today
facing me
with your smile
you look so captivating


I gently gave my last breath away...