FRAGMENTS

Mother ?


No! it was the rain
Violently it tore my head
No lights, only cries
The visions of last night
Silence , there she is
an apparition , no, more of a memory
Is she real ?
or just a part of my thoughts
a fragment of my desperation


Hope?


What is hope inside a cage
it is just another hallucination
A food, abused too much
The bird could not breathe unheard voices
drowning inside our individual oceans


God?


More of bitterness, sadness
when you ate the same bread
every single day, you would puke
just another rope to cling on
heart attacks and suicide


40 , years , yes
Pure years of awe
Grew up too fast , time became meaningless
when you smiled you forgot about Happiness
you are happy when?
when you learned to be sad.


Religion,beliefs,politics?
more devils to follow
more fingers to sniff
Pornography and nature
we watched ourselves
withered and died
Virgin,once in a while
years passed,you became your own nightmare.


Grief?


Someone died,but you've learned
to put your tears inside your pocket
save it for your own funeral
months would make them forget
from sand and soil
back from the beginning


Friendship?


A thin lie,for you would learn
that everyone is just another cross
too heavy to carry
too much to accept
your lists of acquaintance is fading
only the sound of whispers and cobwebs


Love?


substance abuse, liquor contamination
another failed promise
your life is giving you Life and Death
you could not tell the difference
Buy one take one, you never knew
you thought the other one was free
Have you seen the man that killed his wife and children?
or the mother who traded her body for money ?
or the lovers who swallowed the same pill
how they hated that day


How about Abortion?


God is not that smart
somehow you realized
that all of these faces you have seen
is just a part of your cycle
Life and Death
Who are you?
Everyday I die,nobody cared
Nobody listened but myself